Cursed by my imagination,
Teaming with echoes of situations.
I do not feel well,
Pressed beneath this spell.
Went to Parkway with M and Lx today. Met Iona later, walked around, pool at Katong.
I need to stop thinking. But I miss you so bad. And I hate myself, for feeling like that. I can't think straight, I can't do anything right. I wish I would explode and destroy my heart. I want someone to ball with me now. I want to see you. I want, everything I can't get.
