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2009-02-16T18:00:00.001+08:00

MOVED

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2009-02-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

Is it too early to judge, or too late to speak?

Today was a great yet depressing Vday. But whatever, I will forget the depressing parts and whatever came with it. After school I slept at home, then had dinner with Megan at thaipan :) Followed by baking pink and red cupcakes. They are super super supperrrrrrr pretty!! Hahahaha. And we have nice icing. And we had a really great time making them. :D

Anyway, many thanks to all for the notes and chocolates and sweets today :) I was so sad, there was so little Vday love spreading this year :(

2009-02-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

People are so sad there is no love spreading around Valentines' Day :(
Spread the love!!!

2009-02-10T14:59:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna do what I know I have to do. Despite feeling super sick and giddy I will go to the doctor to get my MC so I dont get 0 for my chinese test. After which I will force myself to eat more fruits and drink 100plus even though I will feel like puking.

I hate stomach flu.

2009-02-07T21:21:00.003+08:00

Mind over body.
Mind over body.
Mind over body.
Mind over body.
Mind over body.

2009-02-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

I am getting drained from school. It's only been a month. :( I can't wait for the March holidays coz i've booked Wi and we're going to Play, I don't care. Today I bought a toy car. :) It's tiny, but is really cool. Hahaha. I need new shoes. Training starts in one more week, and my shoes are disgusting I feel gross wearing them already.. That means it is extremely gross. It has been cold in school, so windy and wet everywhere. Makes my shoes grosser hahaha.

Class sucks, teachers suddenly have expectations of me, like I can't sleep in class, I have to hand in homework. It is unnatural of me to do things like that. It's so, weird. I actually turned up for chinese remedial and did the work given to us. I am losing myself. Or maybe, I'm starting to actually care about the people around me.
Embrace change? I would rather not.

2009-02-01T12:57:00.004+08:00

Omg I think Lady GaGa has super good music. She sounds really hot too. Hmmmm. Hahaha I googled images "Lady GaGa" and someone was like "going gaga for lady gaga" I haven't explored my brother's whole itunes library yet! And I borrowed 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teenagers from my cousin, and I will improve myself :] My blog is so boring and pictureless (right yy) Okay I have to write my lame personal recount on Non-OBS program.. Oh injured knee please give me an A.

That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away

No Longer

2009-01-29T23:56:00.003+08:00

2009-01-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Krystal Goh, Rebecca Robin Tan and Michelle Ang!!!

I am back from Malaysia and I am feeling great! I hope the feeling stays. This year's CNY has been the best, and my gut feeling about being lucky was true. Hahaha. Yay! So happy. :) I'm excited for so many things to come, my life might actually be going somewhere now.

Why?

2009-01-22T22:33:00.003+08:00

Because you still give me sensations under my skin.

My mummy got me an ipod dock and I am super happy!! Hahahaha. The first thing to do is, blast The Used and dance around! Whooooooo.

(edit)
With the number of unique visitors in half, I feel so much more comfortable blogging :]
:3 I feel like eating jelly.

Abort Mission

2009-01-19T21:49:00.003+08:00

It's too late to make a mistake,
Too hard to fall on your face,
Scared to hurt your mask,
Hard to make you my past.

We've come too far to turn back, Oh what shall we do now..

So many people missing in my life, I really miss 3/8 and being in the new batch feels so different. There's never anything to do in class cause I know everything, and suddenly the expectations are so near yet so far. It's extremely frustrating being in a new environment, and everything just isn't going my way for now. I feel happier on a whole though, or maybe all my anger's just bottling up inside. I have to find reasons, I have to find ways. I feel like punching people in their faces. Grrrrr.

"Sometimes love doesn't make you a better person"

This boy won't say Hi.

2009-01-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

Apple of my eye,
You make me so shy.

2009-01-12T20:50:00.001+08:00

It's the feeling I get,
My palms with sweat,
Like some kind of daydream,
I'll never forget.
I'm stuck in this spin,
Why does it begin,
By touching the edge of her skin.

2009-01-02T20:10:00.003+08:00

2008-12-26T02:16:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Christmas this year was rather good :) Started at my grandparents place on Christmas eve, where I ate alot of turkey. I seriously love turkey. Then back to CMC for candle light service! Hahaha. YY came when it ended and we left before midnight and met K and parents+their friends at Clarke Quay, followed by walking around aimlessly and eating at Hooters. After that me and YY cabbed down to Josh's house for booze and cigarettes. I kinda slept through it.. And we left smelling of really strong stale smoke. Back to my place, pizza and YY went home. Supposed to meet K and Jess but YY couldn't make it. Left to Bugis with my brother and Moca, got a new wallet (heehee exciting so nice) and ate xiao long bao+la mian. Happy tummy happy me. But I'm craving A&W floats!! Shall get them on the way up to KL tmr. :) I'll be back on New Year's Eve! Can't wait for shopping+food in KL! Have fun in Spore.

2008-12-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep.

And I can't listen to T&S to sleep either.

What to do...

2008-12-21T02:48:00.002+08:00

If we paused to listen to our hearts beat,
If we stopped to see every detail of what we did,
If we turned back time to observe where we went wrong,
If we never did any of that at all.

What would we be?

2008-12-19T08:29:00.002+08:00

Sleepover at M's! :) Grrr okay tired I have a whole day planned out. Wait I mean 2 days... Sleepover at Kristie's tonight :) K watch this space I will post once yy/becca posts up pictures. My blog is so boring, and since holidays are ending and I have nothing better to do other than make christmas presents and cards, I shall put pictures (for once, I know). But only in 2 days time. Hahaha.

Oh and I actually have a diary to write now :] yay. And and I miss Pooja.. :( Where on earth have you disappeared to!? Pooka, let's go drink Pokka green tea HAHA. I hope Megan is enjoying herself in Ri Ben, Krystal at camp, Akiko in bkk, and everyone else at everywhere else.

Peace not peas. Peas bring war.

2008-12-18T01:56:00.002+08:00

I wonder what anything
means to you if you treasure nothing.
Why does it seem like you like destroying
everything
that you're so close to getting.

Bras Basah with Becca today :) We spent so long in Art Friend. I swear that place is awesome.. Back to simpang with Nik Ron Eugene and Bryan. I am craving ljs shrimp+fries meal!!!! Grr hungry angry me. +K's going to camp tmr this is depressing. Long bus rides with nik tmr and getting more materials :)

2008-12-17T02:00:00.002+08:00

Fort Canning with Sheryl, then met Melissa and Shazlin at Suntec, back to Parkway and met M wee amelia bao and also saw Kendra. Hahaha. Met so many people today. K came and left. Then home.
Got a book from my brother, Happy Cruelty Day. Sounds pretty good I shall read it tonight :)
Friday Christmas dinner at Terence's house, saturday at Kristie's. I'm gonna put on so much weight. One thing I love about Christmas is turkey, turkey is so awesome. And candy canes. Hahahaha.

All I want for Christmas is you.

2008-12-14T02:55:00.002+08:00

I am totally unprepared for camp in 10 hours.
Hiccups are giving me a reason to get off the computer, drink some water and go to sleep.
Cmc people are really awesome.
It's almost 3 and I only have another 4 hours to sleep, cause I have to pack and shower.
I love Ricola Original.
Hiccups are killing me while I type this, I hop in my seat.
And I miss everyone. :( take care pls.

I'll be back on tuesday/wednesday/dunno la.

2008-12-12T00:09:00.006+08:00

Retainers hurt like hell after so long..

Teeth like razors that I avoid,
Yet I long to taste blood one more time.

Msn is being annoying I CAN'T SEND.
-resorts to drawing.. Yiting and I have got a code. :)

Negative Positivity

2008-12-10T16:22:00.004+08:00

= Positive Negativity.

I think I

take my blog too seriously
care too much what others think and I don't live for myself
need help

I think you

should stop creating chaos in our lives
try too hard and still no one likes you
are just another girl

I think we

need to fix our communication breakdowns
should find a way that will make things work
might be different

I want to draw you a floorplan of my head and heart.

Need/ Want?

2008-12-07T01:05:00.005+08:00

Let me down to pick me up.
Such a vicious cycle it hurts me too much.

Malaysia till Wednesday!
And I am VERY disappointed with my laptop, it has a horrible video card that is evil, it doesn't allow me to play Red Alert 3.. :(
Oh no I'm starting to think too much again. Calm me baby calm me down.

You make me want to forget myself,
Remove all need, desire nothing,
Self destruct; and along with me will go my love for you.

Youth Camp

2008-12-06T00:03:00.002+08:00

was pretty awesome :) I'm glad Sam got me to go. I got to know people, and like people in CMC are really friendly. Hahaha. Games were fun too! Ah I'm so lazy to type.

This blog is anything but personal, and why? I have no idea. I should keep a dairy with pretty flowers and silver lining.

I can't wait for chunk fest tmr at Fort Canning!! :) Ice cream..